I'm surrounded by loss
I have many, many things on my plate. Lately it's been constant loss. I feel like everyone around me is either dying or being driven away by me. I feel like I'm cursed, and that being close to me only brings people pain. I want to do what's best, but what's best seems to be staying out of everyone's life. So I isolate myself. I want to love myself, but I hurt the people I care about. I'm trying to get better, but it seems destined to backfire.
@Jafoster95 *hugs if you are okay with it* I'm so sorry to hear about your struggles. Self isolation is so tempting especially when one has faced so much loss. We are here for you, and if you ever need to chat with someone, the listeners are always available. I hope you are better, and thank you for sharing with us.
@lovelyWhisper66 thank you so much! This place has already helped tons.
