Just felt like I always feel, looked for a place to talk.

Hello.

You to start with hello. (That's a quote from a funny show. Lol.)

Things escalated tonight. Kind of funny I guess. You see, I had a wisdom tooth pulled (necessary) and I couldn't sleep tonight because of a little pain.

So, I got stuck trying to find stuff to look at or read on my phone, which reminded me of how alone AND lonely I am, which got me noticing how, in less than a month, it would have been 1 year since the "anniversary" of something.

While I do have a history of depression, you needn't worry. I'm fine right now, on that front. Teaching myself Japanese, and how to create video games, which helps a little.

Just lonely, is all. Getting used to it after... 13 years? Give or take a year.

Japanese is pretty basic right now. Using apps first. Though, I'm a little good with a couple of the letter systems.