Lovesick for a love I never had
Hi, I've just signed up here since my heart is shattered; a guy I like likes me back. No problem right? He lives far from me and won't even give me a chance, I'd go to the end of the world for him, but he won't let me. He hasn't been responding and blocked me on fb, I'm so heartbroken and don't know how to cope. I sleep all day and night, I wake up exhausted, my heart physically hurts all hours I'm awake and my body refuses to move at a nonsluggish pace. I'm losing all sense of myself and am in so much pain, I just want it all to stop; I wish someone was here to save me, but no one will come, no matter how long I wait, I'm all alone.
@PainfulLove
ME TOO!!! I have been with my wife for 16 years. Suddenly, now, I am not. It hurts so much!!! I cry all the time, no matter what I am doing or where I am. I don't want to do anything anymore, at all. But, I have to keep going to see how this story ends. Maybe she will wake up one day and see that we can work it out. Maybe I will move on to someone better. Maybe I will be someone who does something great for mankind. Maybe, but I won't know until I get there. It is the hardest thing to do when I get up in the morning, make coffee, and even take a shower. I look at my car with disgust when I get into it because I know that I am going to be around a bunch of people in about 20 minutes. Ugghh.... But, I do it, everyday. I can't tell you it will get better because I am still in the same part of the story you're in, but maybe, just maybe, keeps me going.
Welcome to 7 cups. I'm so sorry you can't be with the person you care for. You seem to have very strong feelings for him and care about him a lot.
If you're feeling lonely, feel free to reach out to a Listener or your friends or family members who you feel comfortable talking to. We're here to support you.
Sorry to hear whay you're going through at the moment :/
I know exactly what you mean...at times an unrequited love can be very heartbreaking to the point where it affects all aspects of our lives, and depending on the situation it takes much time for us to move on from it...
I'm sorry I can't be much of help, but I'm really glad to see that you're actively seeking for emotional support and reaching up, this is always the first step and you're definitely one step in the right direction nonetheless.