New.. depression
Name is Stephanie. I've had depression since being a teenager. I use to weigh 98 because I wouldn't eat. I'd cut myself and had very low self esteem. I've always had the cloud of depression hovering over me but I've been able to live with it. However it's coming back and worse. Instead of cutting myself.. I drive now and I do so recklessly sometimes. I feel lifeless and empty. Don't have energy to do any single thing and I cry randomly quite a bit. I have no one to talk to but my bf and I don't wanna bother him with stuff I'm not even sure is wrong with me anyway. So I've come here...
I feel exactly like you. I even thought is that mw that wrote this? I wish i knew how to help you, but since we have the same problem i have no i idea how to help. The only thing i can say and do is that i am here to hear and talk to you.