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New to the Depression Community in January 2018? Say Hello here! And get to know others who joined in January too!

User Profile: Rose
Rose January 2nd, 2018

New to the Depression Community in January 2018? Say Hello here! And get to know others who joined in January too!

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User Profile: Zilch
Zilch January 20th, 2018

Hello everyone. My names Dylan and I'm aboslutely sick of being depressed. It's something I've struggled with for years and it has made my life just a haze of self hate, anxiety, and loneliness.

Im sick of it, and I want to change. I want to be healthy again.

Last year my depression came to its worst its ever been. I got fired from 2 jobs and just completely lost myself near the end of last year.. I felt so worthless and ashamed of losing those jobs.. Not to mention mounting debt problems.. At one point I felt like just giving up and didn't even want to deal with it.

But, that's obviously no way to live. I'm not going to let myself end up on the streets. I've got to overcome this bullshit and take control of my life.

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 20th, 2018

@Zilch Heya Dylan! Sounds like you have been going through a really tough time! I hope things improve for you soon and that you find the support you're looking for, here!

User Profile: Serenepines027
Serenepines027 January 21st, 2018

@ZilchJJ Just know that so many people are here to love and support you. Stay strong!

User Profile: teoigo
teoigo January 21st, 2018

@Zilch Hi Dylan. Do you know what all is contributing to your depression? Do you have a friend you talk to about it? If it started 6 years ago, then you remember being well. Do you recall what occurred to create the circumstances for depression? I'll help you if I can.

User Profile: GorgeouslyImperfect00
GorgeouslyImperfect00 January 26th, 2018

@Zilch

Hey Dylan , you sound like a really strong person , and that's really admirable , not many people are strong enough to try to get better .

And I'm sure you'll succeed in getting better, just don't ever give up alright? Just remember that you are not alone here , you've got us and we care . We all do.

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User Profile: charmingBeauty55
charmingBeauty55 January 20th, 2018

HI

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 20th, 2018

@charmingBeauty55 Heya!

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User Profile: charmingBeauty55
charmingBeauty55 January 21st, 2018

Hello rose 🌹@Rose

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User Profile: helloPenguin4828
helloPenguin4828 January 20th, 2018

Hello everyone i'm going through a lot at the moment, i am basically my families punching bag everything is taken out on me whether it be verbal of other

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User Profile: laneyam
laneyam January 20th, 2018

@helloPenguin4828 tbh that how my mom and sisters are toward me. i hope it gets better for you

User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 20th, 2018

@helloPenguin4828 Welcome to the community, that really does sound tough :o *hugs* I hope you find the support you're looking for, here!

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User Profile: krishna9762
krishna9762 January 20th, 2018

Need any help, feel free to ask. Ears are open to evrybody....

#lovelifelivelife

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User Profile: Zizy
Zizy January 24th, 2018

@krishna9762 Thank you so much for volunteering your support! You rock :D

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User Profile: laneyam
laneyam January 20th, 2018

people would think that my life is perfect. they think that im happy. there are things called fake smiles. faking everything. i fake laugh wen i get hurt jus to show people im not weak but wen in reality i am. i need help. i am jus so angry and depressed.

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 21st, 2018

@laneyam Its totally alrighty to not feel ok, its important that we realise that our feelings are valid too ^-^ <3 *hugs* I hope you find the support you're looking for, here!

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User Profile: JulezGalz4
JulezGalz4 January 21st, 2018

Hello, Im new. This is my first time on here. Too many things to list for reasons for my depression but literally nothing makes me happy. Im burdened with so much guilt bc I have my family to take care of. Help??? Please.

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 21st, 2018

@JulezGalz4 Hiya! Welcome to the community ^-^ I hope you find the support you're looking for, it sounds like you're going through a tough time <3 *hugs*

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User Profile: JellyEst
JellyEst January 21st, 2018

Hello everyone I

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 21st, 2018

@JellyEst Heya Joelle! Welcome tot he community ^-^ It sounds like you're going through a really tough time <3 Have you tried connecting with a listener to talk about what has been going on? :o

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User Profile: lonelybutmemeingful
lonelybutmemeingful January 21st, 2018

hey everybody

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 21st, 2018

@lonelybutmemeingful Hiya!

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User Profile: Launnie
Launnie January 21st, 2018

Hello 🙈🙈

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User Profile: Rose
Rose OP January 21st, 2018

@Launnie Heya!

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User Profile: Boze
Boze January 21st, 2018

Oh, heya.

I was first diagnosed with depression as a young teen and given a pretty mild SSRI which I took for a few years and had some success with but eventually went med free. The last two years my depression has felt more like it was running my life then it had since the early days of it. Ive tried everything you know, like that they say you should do... i take vitamin d supplements and I go on long walks every day, Im doing yoga and I meditate. I sleep regular and I eat well and I feel like I am doing my best to take care of myself and not getting any reward for it. I still wake up with no motivation. I am filled with dread at the idea of life. I break down into tears at every opportunity. I dont know what the next step is...

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User Profile: Zizy
Zizy January 24th, 2018

@Boze Hi there! I'm really sorry to hear that you're trying all of these amazing things and not finding any relief from your symptoms. I can imagine that that would feel so overwhelmingly frustrating. Please don't stop trying to help yourself - you deserve to be happy, and I truly hope that you find something that works for you soon. Really soon, because you've obviously been putting in all of your effort for a long time. Good luck!

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