Roads

Hello Everyone. I'm Roads and I'm new here. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I've also had olfactory hallucinations and delusions but they called that brief psychotic disorder. Life has gone in a downward spiral these past two years. I lost my job. My mom went into a nursing home and was diagnosed with schizophrenia. I couldn't find childcare for my autistic child. I'm barely getting by and I have a legal problem as well.

My depression is worse in the mornings. Every day I wake up I can't wait for the day to be over. It's so hard getting through the day. Everything seems like a chore. Combing my hair. Figuring out meals. Coping skills and distractions aren't working. Meds aren't working yet. I go to therapy too.

I've never felt this bad before. Will things ever get better?