What’s my purpose? What’s the point?
I have “episodes” of depression— it’s not every day, but I’ve experienced this for 12 going on 13 years. I’m overwhelmed. I’m not sure of who I am. Who I want to be. Where I want to be. I take it day by day hoping something will brighten my day or even better— not having to work. I don’t think anybody should have to work to survive! That is the most ridiculous concept in life just to die. I have no motivation to do anything but sleep. Because what’s the point???? This is an f’d up world filled with f’d up people. What’s my reason of being? This short vent doesn’t describe nearly half of what I’m going through but it was insight. I want to start a convo to see others light in life and perspective.
@greenBike9984 Have you tried a listener here at 7cups?
If not try one.
If for some reason,it does not work,no worries.
Try something else.
Maybe try psychotherapy (talk therapy),to see if that helps,any.
I hope this helps you some what.
I wish you luck in your journey towards,a day with less depression.