When life becomes too unfair to keep hoping

Hello everyone, Im new to this app and wanted to introduce myself. You can refer to me as Amanda and my pronouns are she/her. Depression isn't something im new to. I've known this feeling from when I was even younger than now. Idk how but then it just disappeared eventually. Today things are different... my life is going downhill in many ways and its leaving me empty inside. I still have some good days though, but with every negativity it just gets worse. I don't have many people in my life who I can talk to about this and the ones I have I feel like im burdening. So I've come here in hope of finding any kind of solution because I'm just so tired of living this way. I really hope that everyone who reads this finds what they're looking for.