Feeling fat, Hating myself
I don't know why, but I feel bad with myself. I feel fat :c. Hi, I'm Pablo. Tommorrow I'll fulfill 14 years.
I don't know. My hate my body: My arms, my legs, my face... Everything. So, one day, I decided to be anorexic.
I have been for six months and I think it's time to stop. But when I try to stop, I always trip.
I do not know if it's because I still do not feel good about myself, or, much worse, anorexia either my mentality.
Mido 1.65mts (5ft 5in) and weight [edited by 24Help1 for weight]. Now start to see and feel my ribs and my spine.
I need to stop.. But I don't want. I don't know.
It's so sad to read this. I hated my body too,I suffered from bulimia because I thought I as not good enough, not thin enough. It almost ended up to anorexia but thankfully I opened my eyes and understood how I'm ruining my life & asked for help. Your body is only yours and no one can judge you. Don't harm your self with starvations and see the beauty in your natural body. Your a flower, you need to grow, need to show the beauty you have in your soul. Showing collarbones and flat stomach are only a terrible stereotype of insane society. You Don't need them to be beautiful. The most charming person is healthy and happy. Don't be afraid of help and recovery.🌸❤🌺