I can't stop dieting
No one knows that I'm Anorexic because I've been lying to everyone about how many calories I eat per day. I used to eat 300-500 calories and now I eat around 800. I don't know how to stop dieting. My friends and family told me that I have to gain some weight, but I keep starving myself and I keep losing weight. I want to stop it, but I can't. I feel like I'm not strong enough to fight with my own thoughts. I was obese and people used to say rude things to me. That's what made me start to lose weight. Now I'm underweight and my weight is going lower every day. I am also terribly afraid of gaining weight. I know I have Anorexia and I want to get cured, but I can't. I should talk to a professional therapist, but I feel like no one will understand me.
Someone will. I wish I could have gotten help or would have had someone that would have understood me. Ha.. back in the 90's they claimed lettuce had negative calories. I ate that $$$$ for breakfast when I was in 7th grade for 3 months and pawned off my moms amazing dinners. Then I started hurting myself. It's still a problem to this day. Help yourself while you still can. :)
@Terra482
Sending you lots of hugs if you want them 
