Lost and Confused
I have a substance problem in addition to an ED. While in treatment for my ED, I relapsed on substances. They wanted me to be in a treatment for both things, so I was doing both. Insurance said I couldnt do both at the same time, so ED place discharged me and said to come back after I discharge from the other place. I wasnt prepared for it and now Im on my own. Ive been restricting really badly, but I dont know how to not. I broke my ankle because Ive been running too much. I dont know what to do.
I feel like i lost appetite eating my food i usually like and now i reached at the point where i am not in the mood for eating. Today i dont eat anything. I dont feel hungry anymore. I dont know why i feel like this. Can someone tell me what happen?
l feel sad &dawn incide l don't want to be successed either l don