Update: I try to stay safe
Yep, it's me again. I am still fasting and I can't control this shit anymore. I have only been eating on wednesday, as I was at my grandma's house, but I didn't eat much. Just enough for her to not be worried. But it's not all bad. I talked to my ED therapist about the not-eating-part, and we called my doctor together. She will be taking some blood samples/tests on thuesday, and I have an apointment with her on friday to talk about being refered to the ED center to actually get help.
Hopefully I will not get hospitalized, bc I'm really scared of that.
I have been talking to an ED therapist and that hasn't helped me much yet. Actually I have only gotten worse, so maybe it's a good thing to be refered to the ED center. If they want me that is. Last time I wasn't skinny enough :S
Virtual hugs, @TheMadHatterWasHere - sending you all the good vibes as you work on your path forward.
@MidwesternCalmSeeker Thank you Dear 
I can give the update that my doctor couldn't help me. So I need to talk to a psychiatrist instead 
Oh Hatter. Hang in there.
@MidwesternCalmSeeker I try to, Dear. I really do. It's just hard when it seems like nobody cares
@TheMadHatterWasHere
This sounds like a difficult time for you. I hope you receive the help and support you need whether that is an ed center or mental therapy such as your ed therapist. I know it can feel like no one cares and no one is there for you on this journey to recovery but that is not the case, all of us in the ed support community care and want the best for you. Proud of you for reaching out regardless of the result, you are amazing.