i dont know if i want to recover?
i feel like it sounds weird but i want help without wanting to recover
like i want the support for how crap i feel all the time because of my ed and i want people to realise how much i’m struggling but i don’t actually want to recover or start treatment
i think i just want attention or recognition, but it’s hard
@fangbot23
hey! I completely understand what you mean. your emotions and experiences are both extremely valid and important. I get how hard it must be to find the will to recover. its always the hardest part of recovery, making that first step towards making the change. however, recognizing that you might be stuck in between is a step itself. thinking of it in this perspective rather than a comfort is a step on its own. It makes sense, wanting to be noticed before making that step. and I just want tell you that your struggles have not gone unnoticed, and they matter. I hope it can easier for you and you can make that jump towards recovering, you are worth it.