struggling but working through it

it's almost been ten days without fasting or restricting but I still hear the little voice in my head that says that I have to skip meals. my body dismorphia has been worse than ever but i am strong and I can do this. what are some tips u have to motivate you to eat? one thing I am doing rn is while eating, watch videos of people eating with me just to make me feel company and to feel like I am not alone.