Food is the enemy
pryscillamatthews
February 16th, 2021
When people make me eat I start hating it and purge an hour later. It hurts to even think about it.
faithlove1111
February 17th, 2021
Perhaps @pryscillamatthews , you could choose food that appeals to you. Sometimes, it could be the colour , the smell , the taste, the texture or even the style the food is served. I personally enjoy looking at the colour of food. Certain colours makes me feel happy and warm.
February 17th, 2021
I know how this feels but I'm simply just unable to purge because of emetophobia (fear of vomiting). Whenever I make food I end up thinking about how great it would be to make normal portions or being able to eat and feel full after ten minutes. Binging sucks. I'm sorry to hear you're suffering though.
