Hello!
Hi everyone! I've just joined 7cups because I don't know what to do. I have an eating disorder, I've just had another episode of binge eating, I absolutely hate myself and I can't take it anymore. I've talked to lots of professionals: psychiatrists, psychotherapists, psychologists... But I still keep having unhealthy relationship with food. I'm not bulimic in the strict sense of this word because I neither vomit nor take any laxatives. I used to fast after a day of overeating but now it's just overeating. I've gained a lot of weight in a short time because of it. I'm really uncomfortable with my body. I hate it. And I hate myself the most for not being able to control my eating habits.
@maryryder Welcome mary! We are glad to have you here with us. I am sorry for what you are going through. If you ever wish to talk to someone, feel free to reach out to the listeners at any time. Feel free to also keep us updated in the forums on how you are doing. Let us know if you have any concerns or questions. Best wishes! :)
I know how you feel. I am going through the same struggle as you, eating everyday to the point of extreme discomfort, then crying about it later.
I really hope you can find something or someone that can help you.
I didn't even know that this happened to other people and I'm not alone in feeling out of control. I feel a lot of comfort knowing I'm not alone.