@Ninalovebad I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. What troubles you the most with your eating disorder? There are a lot of people here on 7cups that I'm sure will be able to relate to how you feel and maybe help you with support and finding coping techniques.
Welcome to 7cups, I hope you find the support you are seeking here. It's a great little community with lots of friendly people. 
@KindListening thanks for this kind support.. I suffer from bulimia.. And I feel that my relationship is falling apart. I feel as though I am the full blame for all of this..I have no one to go to not even my SO... He thinks I'm the reason for our relationship being horrible..
@Ninalovebad
It's not your fault that you have bulimia, as it has never been something that you have chosen, right? Mental illnesses of any kind are caused by a number of factors and none of them is because we are at fault for them. Why does your boyfriend blame you for the relationship being horrible? It sounds like you feel very much alone with your struggles but I know there are tons of wonderful listeners and members here that can relate.
If you have some time, I'd invite you to look at a self-help guide we have on 7cups that talks about eating disorders. https://www.7cups.com/eating-disorder-help/
We are a friendly community so if you ever need to just rant about how you are feeling, please remember that we're here to support you. I really do care and if I can be of any assistance to you as a listener, please do not hesitate to contact me directly!
Good luck!
