I just want to live without bulimia😞
I'm a girl, aged 19. I have had an on off negative relationship with food since I was about 16. From the ages of 16-17 my disorder was at its worst, causing me to excessively binge and purge the majority of food I was consuming. I thought I had it controlled but it seems to be getting bad again.
i feel so down and lonely sometimes, i wish I could talk to someone struggling with an ED. I'm quite a quiet person and don't feel like I can really express myself properly. I just want to open up about this to more people, as it's starting to have negative effects on my emotional wellbeing.
if anyone has any advice or just wants to chat that would be appreciated 💗
@saskia98x
god, i know how you feel. i'm at a point where my health has gone downhill, and apart from a fast for a couple of days, i haven't gone a day without b/p at least twice since September. i'm just really, really tired of living like this but if i stop, i'll gain the weight back. so.... fml
@intheend1990
its draining isn't it 😢 I'm starting to think it might have a negative effect on my mental health 🙁
@saskia98x message me :) <3