It’s annoying
One minute I lie to myself that I am completely fine with how I look like then I eat and I eat and I feel like complete trash I look in the mirror and I'm thinking of ways to remove it I started using laxatives a while back and those days were the worst because I felt like I was so weak and I was fading away with the pain but I stopped I still think about and I might try
Please don't take laxatives to lose weight. It's not a safe or effective at all.
"if you use laxatives and you lose weight, you are just losing water. As soon as you drink something, you will gain the weight back." -webmd
https://www.webmd.com/diet/taking-laxatives-to-lose-weight#2-3
Gaining unwanted weight can make you feel bad about yourself. I've gone through that as well. But there are no shortcuts to weight loss. It's a slow process, but the reward is well worth it in the long run.
