Need a virtual partner to kick it with?

Hi there, my name is Anton. I am 24 years old. I am looking to find someone around my age (In there 20's) to talk about my eating disorder with.

I have bullimia and though sometimes it goes away and I don't think about it, this week I have thrown up after eating three times. Years ago it used to be quite frequently. I thought it was only a once in awhile thing until this week when I made myself puke as much as I did.

Also, I spit food ALL THE TIME. I'm pretty open about it and do it infront of people sometimes. I just like the feeling of shoving things in my mouth but my stomach capacity is pretty limited and I'm deathly afraid of being fat.

Also, throwing up gives me a bit of a rush so I do it for that too.

I know it is really bad for my health so that's why today I saught out a forum. Let me know if anyone who has an eating disorder would like to talk about it and get off it with me. Thanks.