No way out
no matter how much i try to recover…. The comfort of it all is there. The control i get from purging is more comfortable that recovering. Will i ever recover…. Or do i live this way forever.
@versatileBlackberry1004 Well I feel you. I feel much more comfortable and much more like me, when I am doing what my ED tells me than if I try to recover. It sucks but normally what you know is more comfortable than something unknown = recovery.
I can't do anything but say that if you wanna recover then do it. But if you aren't ready yet, then wait. It's ok to wait until you are ready ❤️
How can i thank you for this<33
thank you and i hope me and you and everyone can recover!
I hear you. It’s really, really hard. I felt that way at one point, like it was impossible and there was no way out. But there is. Slowly you replace that comfort with other things that give you comfort and you re-train your brain.
I had an eating disorder for 10 years and I’ve been recovered now for 6… it is possible!