bulimia wins again :(
I have been doing okay I've been slowly getting better but today I was hanging out with my boyfriend and suddenly my stomach starts hurting and I run to the bathroom throwing up yellow stuff nonstop for thirty minutes. I felt so horrible and embarrassed, my boyfriend sat down next to me held me while I cried telling me it's okay I'll get better but I honestly feel like I messed up again I thought I was doing better I feel ashamed I'm falling back into old routines. I haven't told my mom yet I'm scared to disappoint her and everyone else I know.
@butterflydreamssss
Hi Butterfly. I hope this messages finds you well. I am sorry to hear that you were struggling recently, but I am happy that you have a supportive boyfriend.❤️ I want you to know that bulimia did not win this time and it never wins. Just because you may struggle more one day than another doesn't mean you are losing the battle. You win everyday because you continue to fight it! It's important to remember that recovery isn't linear and some days will be better than others. Don't be afraid to lean on those around you. They love you and just want the best for you. Thinking of you! ❤️
Aww thank youu so much your so right 💕
@butterflydreamssss
You're welcome! I hope you are doing well and having a good holiday if you celebrate! ❤️
@butterflydreamssss That's shit. I'm so sorry for you. Feel better! ❤️
Aww thank youu❤ and yess it is buh I'm slowly getting better that's what counts! :)