Bullied and Isolated After Losing Weight

This is a pretty long story but I am going to make it as short as I can

My whole life I been overweight and had trouble losing weight. I had fibromyalgia my whole life and did not know it. I was in physical pain that limited my exercise. Another thing was I did not like the taste of vegetables or healthy food. I just wasnt into it growing up.

I was always bullied about my weight. I was bullied at school by whole classrooms, basically the whole school. Some of My family and friends would say snide remarks and make jokes about my weight. I had no self confidence and felt terrible. I ended up getting up to (Hope removed weight count) at my 5'4 frame in high school after being put on an antidepressant for being teased which made things even worst. I fought suicidal thoughts.

in my early 20s I got up to a whopping (Hope removed weight count). I was sweating all the time, I couldnt walk up stairs, everything was a challenge. I was at times dealing with pain in my stomach on the upper side which I felt was a my gallbladder and had talked to another friend about it is common with obesity (but I will get more into that with the story). I sometimes had the stomach pains but I decided to go on a weight loss journey. I was at rock bottom, depressed, and harming myself many ways. I asked god for help and I dont know how but I was slowly able to make the change to get my body in shape. I started off slowly by eating takeout just once a week and focusing on the healthy foods I did like (salads with feta, chicken, etc.) I made sure to not eat any food I didnt like so I wouldnt yo-yo diet like I have my whole life. This was the first time in my life I was able to do this. To keep going and keep strong on a weight loss plan. It was the hardest thing I ever done in my life but I keep self discpline and fought thru my fibromyalgia and somehow did it.

When I first got down from (Hope removed weight count) to (Hope removed weight count) I met a man named John. We became friends with benefits. I felt still insecure about my weight I wasnt fully where I needed to be. This John guy liked BBW(big beautiful women) so thats how we met. We ended up kind of hitting it off and had good conversation. I asked him how he felt about my size and he said I could use the ellipitcal. But he made it very clear he was into large women. I did feel kind of hurt by him saying that and to be honest it sped up my weight loss journey and caused me to lose weight faster. I was already on the journey but he caused this extra push. He made me feel insecure during the whole relationship.

I kept working hard working at the gym and got down to (Hope removed weight count). I noticed that he began to not see me as often. The last time I saw him I remember he was like oh wow you look great you lost weight but at the same time I could tell he was not happy. His whole demeanor changed towards me and he became very mean. We ended up getting into kind of an argument and we never saw each other or spoke again and thats how its going to stay forever and im fine with that. he ghosted me.

I tried to get in touch with him and I still wanted to be his friend but he yelled on the phone to not call him ever again. He was so hateful towards me and I could not understand. I cried and began to drink for a short while because I was so hurt. I tried to come talk to him at his house and there was never an answer. I did notice tons of gym equipment on his balcony which I now am wondering did I trigger him in some sort of way??

after that I lost more weight and just kept towards my goal. I was eating healthy and going to the gym and just trying to stay focused. I then noticed that my family members were changing towards me. My grandma made a remark that I think im the Sh** because I lost weight. My grandma is obese as well and so is my uncle and my dad. I also had 2 friends who were ones who would kind of stay snide remarks about my weight all blew up to the size that I was now. It was shocking. Everyone who made fun of my weight in the past was now obese. that was one thing my mom had mentioned when I use to come home crying and was teased. she told me that im going to lose weight one day and everyone that made fun of me is going to be big and fat. I love my mom for that she was so right. I remember almost commiting suicide from being teased. I think everyone expected me to be obese my whole life and they are so angry about this change

Next thing I know my grandma stops eating she is eating only toast and crackers in a whole day trying to starve herself. I feel as though it triggered her to starve herself. Another thing was my cousin came to visit the state and she congratulated my weight loss. She was the size I was about as well. I noticed that right after she left she ended up getting gastric bybass right once she got back to her state. I am wondering if I triggered her in some way too. It never was my intention to trigger anyone I was losing weight for me. for my health and to feel better about myself and to finally not be the fat girl. I was the fat girl my whole life and the first time I lose weight I end up getting bullied. My dad was now about (Hope removed weight count) as well and he has begun this strict weight loss stuff and working with a trainer. he keeps saying he wants his young body back. I think its a midlife crisis.

So I ended up getting gangstalked. I didnt know what was going on at first until I looked it up. These people have tried to get me to harm myself, have damaged my property, they poisioned me, they got doctors involved and all the classic stuff. noise harrassment, snide looks and talking under their breath when I try to buy something at a store or even just plain make fun of you, follow you, all that stuff. its Stazi style tatics that nazis used. these people are psychopaths and my father has an air force hat and they are the ones perpretrating these crimes on innnocent people. I cant believe that someone would want to hurt me so badly for losing weight. I had gone to a dinner for my bday with my grandmother at ruth chris steakhouse and I ended up in the hospital a day later and was being tortured in ways that were illegal. this was under DR. Hermans care and Dr. Maya at cedar sinai. They did things that they can go to jail for and so did the nurses. I couldnt even believe it. They tried (Hope removed triggering content) The nurses laughed at me in pain. I never got any justice because the criminals hid the evidence. Someone was in involved in this poisioning and harrassment whether that be all of them or a few of them.

The person who is doing this is a coward with money. I have gone thru this for 5 years and I even lost more weight. I am down to (Hope removed weight count) range so im the smallest I have ever been. I never understood jealousy and it is really sickening to me. Why be jealous? why not do some hard work and work towards your goals? thats my thing. I would never be jealous of someone.

I climed a mountain recently one of the most trying things for fitness. I felt it was such a big accomplishment for me because I couldnt barely make it up stairs and to be able to climb a mountain was amazing. It has taken a world of self dispcline to get where I am. I have had to fight tempations and fight thru pain. My father went ahead and sent me a threat the next day with a fake letter from the NAACP(national association of colored people) saying that (Hope removed triggering content). Trying to covertly threaten me.

these people have worked so hard to make me be isolated by hacking my phones, doing all kinds of dfferent things. Have prevented me getting jobs as well. They interfere in everything in my life. I have not had a relationship in 5 years because this person is soooooooooooooo jealous they cant stand that I dont want to be with them anymore.

Now that I have lost weight I am going to be honest that I am only going to date a guy thats in shape. the same way that It was for me when I was big no one wanted to take me seriously.

I have become so depressed because these people will not leave me alone and they need to be locked behind bars. I am trying to not lose faith in god but I feel like hes just letting this keep going on and keep happening and letting me be isolated. I need help. I am homeless because of these people I had to leave california because they were threatening me with violence. they had some ghetto trick park in front of my house and cuss me out for asking her to move out of my driveway . they had men threaten me and even had a homeless man sexually assault me at a library. they have threatened to kiill me so I can never go back to that state. there is so much more that they did and put my life in dnager its too long to list. please help

(Post edited by Hope to remove weight counts and triggering content)