Can I be here?
Can I be here, if I'm just letting my ED do it's work, not really fighting it?
You are always welcome on this site!
@EvilRegalsReadToo if you don't mind my asking, what type of ED do you have? I could look up tips and small lifestyle changes that could help keep it in check for a little while longer <3
@peachkitty I take turns on binging and restricting. Don't really know what my diagnose is, other than it's an ED. But I restrict the most and have done it for over half a year now. Binging will come eventually, bc I can eat normally :/
@EvilRegalsReadToo do you know why you want to restrict?
@peachkitty Started with me wanting to have control over my own life. But it's also me wanting to loose weight to show people that I can loose weight if I want to. That I can implement something. That I can do something. That I am important too.
@EvilRegalsReadToo You don't need to prove anything to anyone. As long as you're healthy and happy, that's what matters. <3
@peachkitty But it does matter to me. I always feel like a failure :3
@EvilRegalsReadToo maybe this could be a new years resolution?
@peachkitty How?
@EvilRegalsReadToo perhaps your goal for this year could be to love youself for who you are?
i know that's a lot, but it's possible to start small.
in a week, how many days, would you say, do you restrict your eating?
@peachkitty Maybe. I don't know. I feel pretty good about not really eating anything.
I restrict every day. Some days I even do fasting. I workout every day, and sometimes life sucks, but it's gonna work out for me at some point, I hope.
