Depression fueling my disorder

I've been in recovery from anorexia for about a year and a half now. I've been at healthy weight for a while now and for the most part, I eat a balanced diet. However, I still find that I'm just not happy. I was under the impression that going through the recovery process would lead to this new magical life that would be even better than before my eating disorder life. Every therapist/doctor/dietician I saw said things along the lines of how much stronger, happier, and energized I would be, yet I feel substantially worse. This has led me to a place of occasional restrict-binge cycles and I feel lost.