Help

I'm not sure what to do. I came here looking for someone to talk to, maybe someone who's going through the same thing. I suffer from binge eating, and it’s been affecting both my personal and academic life. It just kept progressing until it got out of control. I can't get the thought of doing it out of my head, and resisting it leaves me paralyzed. I can’t concentrate anymore. I feel like there are two parts of me: one is perfect, a good student and daughter, with goals to achieve; and the other is just waiting for the moment to be alone and do it again (binge).

P.S. I speak Spanish.