@Ellewoods24
Hi there--I'm going through the needs reply section and am so sorry no one ever responded to you!
Just wanted to check in and see how things have been going since you posted this--wishing you all the best.
I feel the same as you... I began restricting food last May and it lasted until November. I only ate about 350 calories a day, and I got down to 69 pounds... lately I've been bingeing on so much food and I now weigh 87 pounds. I can't stand all of the weight I have gained. And the worst part is, I know I'm going to keep gaining and gaining weight until I am 200 pounds because I genuinely enjoy bingeing... it makes me feel happy, and I don't want to stop.I know you can only get help if you want to help yourself, but what if I love bingeing and I don't want to stop??
You need to learn to live and enjoy what is. Are you happy with the sunrise? Or could it be a sunset?
