Idk

I’m tired I don’t know if it’s a disorder, but I hate how my body looks I think about it so much how it may look when I eat a lot or less I just think about my weight and I hate like really bad thoughts about how would I make myself skinnier but I’m not skinny I know that and I hate that and I can’t stop I starve myself and binge eat because I feel bad idk what to do or what to think.