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I don’t know what’s happening, I can’t eat anymore, i barely drink water and eat a cookie, my stomach burns but it’s like i need to feel this sensation— I don’t know if it’s related with Dysphoria, but I already hate my body because I’m too fat— idk what all this mean
@ArdenHimej Hey there! It sounds like you're really struggling and I am proud of you that you're here reaching for support. It sounds like you're almost chasing the "burning feeling" which also can be hunger, it can be almost addictive and even though we know the body needs food for fuel, the feeling you get from not eating can be overpowering. Have you ever talked to anyone about what's going on? What do you think you would like to change about your situation?
Hello, thank you for your answer. I never talked to anyone about it and i don’t know if I could even talk about it face to face with someone. And about my situation, I don’t know, the only thing i desperately want to change is my body in every way.
There’s nothing wrong with being fat, skinny, or any body type. I am sure some people deeply care for you and would help you if you ask. Did you seek help from any professional or any of your loved ones? I hope you are feeling better than before. The entire 7cups community and I are here for you and will be there for you throughout your journey. Connect to anyone here to vent and share your feelings. You are so strong for putting your feelings out there! Have a good day/night, fighting!