My Disorder Is Eating
Hi my name is Shy!
I will never admit my problems out loud. I hide behind massive excuses and lies. I am asorry excuse of human flesh and bones. I am a coward. When I need advise or types of motivation I don't ask for myself I refer to myself as a friend. I'm Here today to put that or this to an end.
I just lost my courage so I'm going to post this and hope for the best.
Eeeek!
Hi Shy!!! :)
I just want to inform you that I know how you feel/how you've felt.
You're not alone, okay?
I'm here if you need someone to talk to, or if you just need to rant about something:') I promise that I'll listen, care and also do the best that I can to help!:)
Hey Shy,
I just want to let you know admitting your disorder is the first step for help. Even if you can't admit it out loud yet, the fact that you seem to admit it to yourself is a good start. I joined this site for problems with anorexia. Personally the only reason I want help is because of my son, I need to be healthy for him and I know right not what I am is not that. But I feel like the problem has control over me, but the truth is it DOESN'T. it doesn't have control over you either! You're not a coward or a sorry excuse for a person! You're just someone who is lost and needs help finding their way back! Someone on here told me "its like you are at a train station and you know the train is coming that you won't be able to get off of alive but you see another train coming and its the better choice & I am here to tell you TAKE THAT TRAIN! It is the right choice and its not worth it!" Its so not worth it Shy. Yesterday I told my mother and boyfriend, it was hard, but I know I need help with this. You do too, I'm here if you want to talk. <3
Hi Shy,
I agree that just knowing you have a problem is a good start! Come on here to talk to us when you are feeling down. There are definitely people who support you no matter what!