No idea what's going on
Okay, so I know I posted a few days ago but I don't know what's going on with me right now. I ate something really oily and unhealthy even when my brain was literally yelling at me to not do that. I don't know how but I shut it out and ate. And now, I want to puke but I can't and I'm feeling like shit. My weight has increased I think and I literally want to cut off everything. Someone help me?
@Maya4248
I get what you mean. You fought that voice but it doubled afterwards. You are so strong for fighting the voice as you ate and although you feel terrible now, you can get through this. Our ed voices are controlling but you fought that control and it made you pay the price afterwards but that is a part of recovery. It isn't linear, it goes up and down. I am so so proud that you fought the intial screaming and ate something. Keep fighting, this community is here for you every step of the way.