Rantantant

I hate how guilty I feel when I look at some food and think "Oh that looks good, eating it wouldn't hurt" and then all of the thoughts start setting in about how unworthy I am of it and I should be losing weight instead of thinking about eating it. It's getting to a point where I get dizzy multiple times of the day and it scares me since I don't want to faint. I've fainted once in class before like a few months back and it wasn't pretty.

I'm just so sick of all these overwhelming feelings. I feel like I'm at fault for even thinking about eating or I feel unimportant and just so messed up right now.