i think i may have ed
i never liked my body and i tried to lose weight when i was younger but i only developed a bad eating habits, i like my body only when i don't eat and when i do i feel gross, i eat a little and then i eat a lot but i never eat in front of another people bc it makes me really anxious but people started noticing and i don't know what to tell them
@paeoniaa Mood. I don't like eating with others either. Mostly I will eat with my grandparents or my parents, but that is the only ones I can eat with. But I live on my own, so I rarely eat with others. And I get panic attacks, if I'm forced (even by my parents) to eat around a table. I can only eat with them by the telly.
I hate myself when I eat, and feel good when I don't.
I don't know what else to say, just that I can relate.
