Eating disorders!🥰🫶🏽🎀✨️

Heyyy I'm a teen that struggles with eating disorder for example I have a hard time liking my body and tht goes to me skipping meals and i just want to lose weight I feel fat and when I do eat I can't stop I js keep eating them I feel bad about my body nd start skipping meals again then it's just a cycle. Can anyone understand? Would like to have a freind to talk to this abt pls?