I'm really badly struggling to eat
This past week I keep trying to force myself to eat but it's like even the look of food makes me feel sick to my stomach and I'm not even sick it's just like eating is a struggle I have to force myself to eat which is getting harder and there's times I'll have these moments like this and it's even harder to eat in front of people even family and friends.
@MizurioLite
Hi! I'm Kiara. I had anorexia for a month about a decade ago or more.
Do you know what's triggering it?
I don't know I've been dealing with it since I turned like 12 and haven't been able to stop whatever it is.
Do you have ARFID?
I don't know what that is???
Avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder.
I don't know if I have that and it's not like I don't like these foods it's just like my body is telling everything in me to not eat and then after a while I'll be able to eat again then it'll eventually happen again.
Have you talked to a doctor and/or therapist?
Heey... that sounds though... but dont worry...
Im sorry ur going through that... eating really can seem like and impossible task on some days... but it will get better.
Try finding pleasure in food. Its so tasty and yummy, right? And your body doesnt deserve to be punished, youre beautiful, i just know that!
Sending u love <3