I have no idea on how to use this app

Hey, as you can tell I’m new hear and kinda of lost I guess. Anyway I heard this was a good way to help(???). I don’t know. I’ve been struggling with BED for such a long time and one pony it became anorexia. I kinda just hate how I look. I feel like a monster made of human skin and bones. Almost feel like I want cut everything I hate about myself off. Oh look I have fat thighs just cut those off. I don’t know if it’s me fucking shallow just think so much about how I look but damn that’s all I’ve been taught. If you have no talent you at least have to be pretty to be successful. Oh you’ve ruined you life because your fat. How is anyone going to love you now. You’re just gonna end up dead without any one. And sometimes I just stop feeling this way and when I do tell someone hey tell me to suck it up. If you want to be someone else just change. And If I could I would have I would be someone else if i could. But I’m stuck with what I got. Ya know.