hey :T tw I guess for childhood neglect.

yo uh hey my name is silias and my preffered pronouns are he/him. I'm currently 14. i have "struggled" with anorexia nervosa since I was 10, and have been in hospital 8 times since then. I also struggle with severe body dysmorphia, and have asd, adhd and bpd. I don't know what to say but urm here is a few things about myself: I like death metal. I like drawing. I like walking through woods. im short. I have an unhealthy obsession with death (I am self aware of this and am slightly ashamed.) the main reason why I have my mental illnesses and disibilities is due to being neglected from 0.5yrs-4yrs old by my mother, she was a drug addict and I was left alone in the house alone, and wasn't allowed to go to school until I was 7. I'm currently living with my father who is a alcoholic, but it isn't as bad as it used to be. thank you for reading, and I hope you have a nice day/night! :)