I wish I could tell everybody that...

There are insignificantly less number of people I am not interested in at first time. I don't start the conversation because I am afraid to do so, especially with girls.

U don't have to be gay to be supportive of the LGBTQ community

That I hate my kind.

even though I'm a sunshine most of the time, I can be hurt, and I can be sad.

You deserve love

That I like you too much!

I'm feeling left behind, and useless...

Figure out your own way or ways to relax

loyalty is a two-way street. I'll always be extremely loyal to you, but I expect the same in return. I am done being a scapegoat. If you want me in your life, you need to respect my wishes and boundaries instead of constantly crossing them. I'm grown; I may still be the odd one out, but I am finally getting the quality relationships I deserve. I am bo longer miserable, and there are no emotional manipulators left to rain on my parade. I will always be highly sensitive and my feelings are not FAKE or WRONG... I've finally learned to protect myself and whether you like it or not is completely irrelevant to me; I've taken away every possible avenue there is for you guys to gang up on me and suck me back in... Appreciation is more than pretty words.

I wish I could tell everyone how insecure and fearful I am each day.