I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everyone that I'm not myself anymore, and that I want to seek help without going crazy. If I told my family, they wouldn't allow me to stay at the college I'm at, or participate in color guard anymore (which I need).

That being gay/bisexual is NOT a "disease," or antithetical to being Black. Neither is rock music. Or anime. Also that I am a human being and don't like being disrespected for any of this.

I wish I could tell people th everyone is special. That being me to someone because she/heisft is not right. I wish i could tell people to accept me fo who i a an no being racist caue I'm a Muslim. It was not me who killed other people andno religion teach to kill other people.

That just because I'm always smiling doesn't mean I'm always happy, that being born a girl doesn't mean I have to adapt to what everyone thinks a girl should be, that acting is something I'd like to do for the rest of my life, and that there is much more to me than a "shy girl".

I'm addicted to going to brothels and I want to stop.

I wish I could tell my family that

a) I'm bisexual

b)I really don't like being home anymore

c)I'm afraid I'm undateable because of mental illness

c)I have low self esteem

d)I'm afraid to push my friends away

f) i don't know who I am anymore

I'm not rude, I don't hate you, and I do enjoy your company. I just tend to stay quiet because I don't want to say something I might regret, or make a fool of myself.

i wish i could tell everybody that sometimes the grass isn't always greener on the other side.

sometimes it just a little bit nicer than the desert we had to walk through to get there

I am a very intuitive person. I can read your mind so do not play games .

I wish I could tell everyone about the voices. And so much more.