I wish I could tell everybody that...

I'm so tired, from so deep inside but people wouldn't get it.

I'm trying so hard to be happy. I prefer to be happy but I just have struggles with it

My feelings are really hurt when I'm not included in family gatherings... and that them picking sides on something that was a work issue and turned into a personal vendetta to exclude me isn't right were family

I wish I could tell everybody that they are so very important.

I am more than just a girl.

I wish that I could tell everybody that showing emotion does not make you weak

I wish i could tell everybody how i truly feel sometimes

I wish I could tell everyone that im trying without breaking down and crying. And that im sorry that I don't talk that much but I promise im not trying to be mean. I just go through stuff that's broken me.

It's going to be okay... I want to strongly believe that even though im hanging on by a thread...

That I fell in love with my best friend. That we're both girls and screw my homophobic parents. That I am loyal and I love her with everything I have. That she let me down and though I feel like shit I still love her and want her for all time. That no matter what she has done to me I can't forget my feelings. That I don't want to become a harasser. That these are the strongest feelings I've ever had. I wish I could tell everybody that true love destroyed me.