I wish I could tell everybody that...

that i could come out full as trans

That yeah im diffrent but im actually a fun person and i here you talk about me it hurts. and im closer to adults because ive rarley been around kids and allowed to play. and im sorry i lose control people dont really have time for me.

That I'm not okay.

I wanna kill myself every single moment. I don't know what is wrong with me...

I feel like i have problems. That sometimes i am sad for no reason... Then snappy but i just want everything to be okay and for everyone to be happy

I have had depression for 3 years now and I haven't got any better. I think I am failing school because of my parents. I can no longer take my parents fights that happen every night. I have something on my ovary and I haven't had my period for 4 months.

That even though I'm considered to be at the end of my recovery, I still don't want to be here.

I Can be the happiest I've ever felt, everything could be going right and I still FEEL like it's pointless me being on this rapidly growing inhumane world.

I feel so lonely very often even when I shouldn't be..

i want a boyfriend. But am scared of talking to guys.

I'm tired of living in this world if I'm not ready to be in it. I've been depress for so many years and it feels like my life is falling into pieces every year.