I wish I could tell everybody that...
That i really do love hugs and would love to get them more often and have them held longer.
@warmheartedHuman2014. So do i id love to send you one
I find it difficult to find motivation
That I don't plan to go to college anymore and that most days I'm not actually alright.
I might be happy on the outside, but I'm breaking on the inside.
That I am in love with someone who will never love me back and that I'm utterly lonely and heartbroken :'(
@bestLime235 I understand. I'm with someone who was abused and doesn't have the capacity to love back. I thought I could help him but after 12 years know that I can't.
i'm calling out for help on the inside
Wish i could tell everyone that im depressed suicidal and losing all aspect of hope on life.. Instead i just put on a new mask and try make people happy even if it hurts me...
@AndyDeathwish I do the same but I'm faking it for my kids and dad but most days I wish that I won't wake up.
That i dont belive in God and that doesnt make me a bad person.
@Compassion21 I feel the same way.
I don't want to live anymore. I'm tired of making everyone else happy while I'm dying inside because no one cares how I'm doing. It's my job to help everyone else but it's no ones job to check on me. But my jobs not done because I'm not willing to screw up my kids by choosing to not be here for them. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place for a long time.
1) I am breaking
2) I am not fine
3) It is really mean when you judge someone by how they look