I wish I could tell everybody that...
Voy a hacer todo lo posible por ser más positiva.
I started carving this week on top of all of the other s-h.
My mental health is worse than ever.
I'm very sensitive, and the jokes you make about me and the comments you say about my appearance, personality, actions, etc. aren't funny, they only make me more self conscious. I wish I could tell people that it hurts, and I'm sorry I can't joke with them about the things I've worked so hard to not hate about myself.
I think being stressed my whole life with my ptsd and anxiety and depression is going to kill me. It's like my body is shutting down
Im not cold, Im numb.
I wish i could tell everbody how i feel.
With my ocd, anxiety, and perfectionism hitting me this hard and all 3 at the very same time...It's a torture I don't know if I can possibly take any more of.
I keep thinking that im a failure .
Im a college student with no future.
adulthood scares me
i don't know what to prepare for it.
im stupid and a worthless
when my colleagues are eagerly studying and pushing themselves to be a better version of them .
i shut myself at home. Doing absolutely nothing.
im a disgrace.
how i wish i can just disappear.
@Ardshf you'll be surprised how not alone in these feelings you are. All these people you see that put on a show when really they are just as scared. Come on all of us millennials you really think we got it all figured out? Haha nope. I don't. All I know is you can't give up. Take a step back, meditate, push those thoughts away and then come back only focusing on the things in your immediate sphere of control.
You don't give up and I won't either. Because the future could be crazier then you think, in a good way :)
@JordanStriven thanks. I appreciate it
I wish I could tell everybody that I have clinical depression, and they'd understand, that clinical depression doesn't make it better by saying: "Think about something nice." And that they wont fire me, cause they are scared I'd freak out in front of customers, because I dont.
