I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everyone the reason why I can't look them in the eye, speak to them without getting nervous, the reason why I stare off into space because I'm thinking about ways to run from my problems that doesn't involve sleeping pills, why I don't trust anyone enough to open up.
@xkolyax. Do you have social anxiety? I hope you find strength to bear your challenges. Life is hard, i wish i could help lighten your burden.
I need love. That my wounds are deep.
I wish I could tell everyone that I'm not stuck up or rude. I don't think I'm better than everyone else, and if I smile instead of saying "good morning" or "good night", maybe just don't push it and say my name in a demeaning tone like I'm some insolent toddler. Sometimes I just prefer to not speak. Especially when I'm tired. I wish I could tell everyone that if I smile back, that really is my way of reciprocating what was said, and when I'm made to stop in my tracks by a "I said good morning", it throws me off and makes me feel more anxious, cuz I promise anxiety was already there if I didn't speak. I just wish this specific person would stop pushing it, because it's just making me withdraw more around them 😕
@BeeLeigh
That really does sound like a struggle, pushing people without trying to understand them to begin with is never a good or productive route.
Smiling is a lot better than any words ;) words are great amd expressive and all, but someone could return the "good morning" in a very hollow tone, while smiling takes effort and when its real, its always beautiful! I think its beautiful of you that you smile in return, I think its a very generous gift of you! So thank you for brightening up the world and being generous! <3 have a great weekend :p
@juniperstarfish1 💝
I wish I could tell everyone what I really thought of everyday without judgement.
I UNDERSTAND, APOLOGIES CAN BE SINCERE
I wish that I could tell everybody that I do not want a drink of alcohol tonight.
I wanna be heard. Appreciated.
i wish i could tell someone my story
@Zach1986
I wish I could listen to your story :o
I like to take drugs, but that doesn't make me a bad person. I think all drugs should be legal.
I seems fine with everything that ive done by my own, although i just covering it and i kinda needy right now.
