I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everybody that you're fine just the way you are and you don't really need huge amounts of makeup to be beautiful. You exist, that's beautiful enough, like bruh.

I'm not as okay as it sounds.

I wish i could tell everybody that calling me fat doesnt make you guys thin

I wish that I could tell people when I perform badly, because my parents have told me "nobody wants to hear after a concert that you think you played badly". I think I'm obligated to be a fake, smiley robot.

I wish I could tell people that my anxiety is the worst it's ever been, and that it's reached a point of debilitation. I wish I could tell people that I rarely feel as out of control as I do now.

I wish I could tell people that I'm scared of my future, not excited.

I wish I could tell people that I'm broke & that I'm guilty about it.

I'm not this happy person. That I do struggle. That my family isn't this perfect happy family where we all get along. I wish they knew some of the dark secrets this family has, that money doesn't make anyone happy. That my brother shouldn't be around kids but money can buy anything. I wish people knew how sick he was . I wish I could tell everyone that secrets aren't safe

I wish I could really share what I had on my mind and what I was feeling.

I'm trying really hard to be strong right now.

I feel worthless, Like an unwanted loser and when I thought I found a place that I could matter I just fooled myself. I will never be different.

I wish I could tell everybody that just because I look happy, does not mean I feel happy

I wish that I could tell everyone that sometimes I am just not okay. I put on a smile and act like I am happy and fine, but sometimes I am not.

I wish I could tell everyone that my anxiety is not just "being stressed". It can bring my reality to a halt and actually has effects on other medical issues I have. It can make me physically sick.