I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everyone outside this forum about my mental conditions.

that im depressed and im dying on the inside.

and that i may seem like the happiest person but im not and i get to have days where i dont smile

because im fucking tired of faking it all the god damn time.

I wish I could tell everyone who stereotypes people with mental health conditions, that it is not a personal flaw or a personal shortcoming to have a mental illness. It is a viable medical condition. Many people with mental illness are treated in unfair, and disrespectful fashions. I feel this is not right. I feel that everyone is deserving of good treatment and respect.

I am not okay.

That it's so hard just to hold down a job and I'm not less than because I don't go to school or have an exiting career or kids.

how confusing life is to me

I wanna live far away from my mother

I'm never understood well by people I care for the most.

I wish I could tell everybody that I was molested a lot during not only my childhood but my young adult years.

that I'm trying my best to get my life back and I may stumble and fall sometimes but they shouldn't lose their hope on me because I'm not losing my hope on me too. :)