I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everyone just how broken I am, how I am NOT okay, how my environment has been rotting and corroding me from the inside, and that every passing day makes it increasingly more difficult for me to keep going. I wish I could say all that without getting punished for being "ungrateful" or "disrespectful", or having my distress dismissed as nothing because I'm "just a teenager blowing hot air", and that what I'm going through is "normal".
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.AND I CAN SAY THIS TO HIM.
I would feel better if my problems were validated and heard and I wasn't judged for my problems. Ignoring them doesn't help me, it hinders me.
Have an amazing day everybody!!
@YouWillSucceed
aww
to save me :P
I'm not strong enough to live in this world. I'm tired of crying all the time. That I just want love.
I'm not strong enough to live in this world. I'm tired of crying all the time. That I just want love.
@fuzzy2002
❤️❤️❤️
I am fine. I think... Always putting up a front for every one else. Shielding myself from everything. Afraid that I am burdening everyone around me with my problems.
@BlueNinje don't be pretend to be someone you are not. Show people who you are. improve yourself and focus on becoming the best version of yourself. take care.
@BlueNinje
Same here, I always feel like a burden on my loved ones. I feel like I dont know...this sucks
I might come off as a really strong and mature person, but deep inside, I can be sad too and I get hurt too.
@girlabroad Right?!?
@TheLifeOfKelli Yeah. The struggle is so real!
@girlabroad True. People tend to forget that were human too!!!
I remember being so self critical of myself, basically demanding absolute perfection from myself....which is absolutely impossible. So. If I ever cried? That negative voice everyone has would tell me You weak *** *****!!! Get the **** up, you ******* dumb***!!! So, I especially never cried in front of anyone.
Welll.. Im so done with that negative voice. Im human too even if I am incredibly strong/mature.
I like this guy