I wish I could tell everybody that...

I'm screaming for help behind my fake smile and laughs...

I'm just confused

...I'm actually suffering deep down here, but I'm just a wallflower; no one looks twice for those unimportant flowers.

That I'm an atheist/agnostic (mine and my husband's side are super religious), bi, and depressed. Only my husband knows.

I wish I didn't feel so responsible for our family's problems to the point for where I guilty about existing and having all of these doubts about their true feelings towards me.

Better yet, I wish I can tell people about these problems and get these feelings off of my chest once and for all.

I wish I could be confident enough to say things without it being a word salad or a stuttering mess.

Basically, I wish I could be more like my mom.

I'm bisexual

I have non diognosed depression

ive had an eating disorder

ive self harmed

that I don't like when I can be put under the label "basic white chick"

i like being different

@mylifeaseva I'm not happy

Things suck...a lot. but it does get better.

I wish I could say I wish I knew what was going on...

That I feel so sad inside