Going through difficult times
I feel very alone. Too much has happened 😢 I went through trauma in November 2023 when my mum's husband tried to kill my mum and I had to save her life. I can't say too much in case I can't say it on here. I am suffering from PTSD because of it and I can no longer stay at the house anymore because of it. We are waiting to move house and I am staying at my grandma's. I go to the house during the day for a few hours with mum to look after the animals.
Recently, my grandma was diagnosed with cancer, and she has been going to the hospital for scans. We are waiting to hear about the results. My aunties, cousins and I are supporting her. I don't know what to do 😢 I am always overwhelmed.
Also one of my cats has been missing for over 2 weeks now 😢 I am very upset about it. I have reported him missing, and went searching for him and calling out his name. I have also printed posters.
I think life is very cruel 😭 I also have autism and depression. I feel very alone in this world.
@J2025
This is a very difficult situation and you are really going through difficult times. I know that sometimes life can seem like a complete ***, with no light and no way out. Especially if you are alone and even animals leave. It is terrible, but you still have yourself, you are a good person, much better than many who live/. without worrying about anything, so I would like to support you. You will definitely get through difficult times. Yes, maybe your grandmother will still go to heaven, but she has already done a lot for you, hasn't she? You had good moments together and she will definitely be happy for you if you continue to live, even if sometimes it is difficult. Believe me, your deeds, your care and your efforts do not go for nothing. They make you or the world or the people around you better. We do not always achieve our goals, but the main thing is that we try. And you try. So hold on in these difficult times and be strong!