Going for the things you want

It may be a small step, bur a few years ago I started cultivating a flamboyant (delonix regia) tree to be a bonsai. It was towards help me to overcome my anxiety. It helped... The slow grow of the small tree taking form and being shaped was a nightmare at the begining... Thought I had lost it many times but it grew strong at the end. 

And then... I moved to another state, couldn't take it with me... Gave it to another person that vanished with it. 

But the will of having the same type of bonsai stayed. And now I decided to do it all again but avoiding my past mistakes on growing it... It has been two months.

No matter how small it is the something you are willing to bring to your day... Do it. No matter if it will add just another task... Do it. Nobody besides me want it... Do it. There no excuse besides not be willing to do it... But you wanna do it... So... DO IT.

Stop creating excuses for that think you once and a while think, rethink, overthink and keep thinking of doing.

The feelings exist for comunicating something we want or don't want. We just have to act accordingly.

Hope you find this post when in need of read it. Be well. 👋🏻